So the problem i was working on, i solved it this morning!! and boy did it feel good!! so it turned out to be a very constructive morning:-),also got my Performance Review which was Exceeds Expectations, which is kind of good, but then where do i want to go from here? that's a question that remains to be answered, in interviews one standard question they usually ask is " Where do you see yourself 5 years from now" and the de facto response is Growing with this company and moving up, but then what if the company is the not the one you want to be with or the city not the one you want to live in then what? well we'll find out i guess!!
Also on another note, had an interesting conversation with my lady friend, boy do i manage to freak people out or what! getting all mushed up and jumping the gun by blurting out things:-), anyway there is a disclaimer i put up at the end of this blog a while back which said my postings depend on the mood i am in and of late it has been a good one and so i jump overboard with the mushiness, the gist of the matter being that i write about the feeling in the moment usually and i try to be overly for the lack of a better word mushy and it does not in anyway shape or sense signify what i feel on a long term basis! the long term stuff comes with "love" usually attached and last time(the only time) it came after a while, good or bad i do not know!
I like communication and open-ness and i am glad she mentioned it :-), on another note my friend is back from england and am glad he was not there with everything that is going on!
Cheerio! till next time
Aug 9, 2011
Aug 8, 2011
Unusual Day....
Which it was, i woke up feeling refreshed after 8 hrs of sleep which by my standards is a lot but i felt that it was long overdue,
I was expecting an overly busy day but somehow, it was not, i was busy but doing only one thing and not tasked with a multitude of things as i usually am, which helped and thank the good Samaritan that took some of my work!
I am still perplexed with a problem and i got part of it solved but the answer is just not coming to me? permutations, combinations, have tried plenty, i am sure it will but unfortunately there is a time crunch, every project has a deadline!!!!
Also there were some nostalgic conversations today and we finally signed a new player, another young gun! as the season nears the frustration grows,
I have been reading frost this evening and it helped me think about some other things other than the usual work stuff, which was a welcome change,i needed to remind myself not be carried away as life is not always the way i want it to be,
because people are not always the way we expect them to be,prime example: arsene promises new signings and we get a young gun!, but thats life and there are many more
examples,i just have to suck it up and accept the facts!
A poem from frost to end my post!
Revelation
We make ourselves a place apart
Behind light words that tease and flout,
But oh, the agitated hear
Till someone really find us out.
'Tis pity if the case require
(Or so we say) that in the end
We speak the literal to inspire
The understanding of a friend.
But so with all, from babes that play
At hid-and-seek to God afar,
So all who hide too well away
Must speak and tell us where they are.
I was expecting an overly busy day but somehow, it was not, i was busy but doing only one thing and not tasked with a multitude of things as i usually am, which helped and thank the good Samaritan that took some of my work!
I am still perplexed with a problem and i got part of it solved but the answer is just not coming to me? permutations, combinations, have tried plenty, i am sure it will but unfortunately there is a time crunch, every project has a deadline!!!!
Also there were some nostalgic conversations today and we finally signed a new player, another young gun! as the season nears the frustration grows,
I have been reading frost this evening and it helped me think about some other things other than the usual work stuff, which was a welcome change,i needed to remind myself not be carried away as life is not always the way i want it to be,
because people are not always the way we expect them to be,prime example: arsene promises new signings and we get a young gun!, but thats life and there are many more
examples,i just have to suck it up and accept the facts!
A poem from frost to end my post!
Revelation
We make ourselves a place apart
Behind light words that tease and flout,
But oh, the agitated hear
Till someone really find us out.
'Tis pity if the case require
(Or so we say) that in the end
We speak the literal to inspire
The understanding of a friend.
But so with all, from babes that play
At hid-and-seek to God afar,
So all who hide too well away
Must speak and tell us where they are.
Jul 27, 2011
The Weekend....
Was wonderful, i was in new brunswick and it was amazing, made all the more special by my lady friend who accompanied me on the trip....i guess she is not a friend anymore but much more,
I left thursday night, stayed the night in montreal, we went for dinner and then we travelled together to new brunswick,got back this morning, she is still there returning sunday, and its her birthday tomorrow and i am kinda sad that i was not there for her special day, but here is hoping she has the best day ever with lots more to come and may all the love and happiness in the world be showered upon her, i know sounds cliche but its true,,
She is an amazingly thoughtful person,she gave me a book on the art of writing and i never expected it,,,,goes to show that beneath those pretty eyes and the beautiful smile lies a beautiful heart,
I miss her,,,, and cannot wait to see her again :-)
I left thursday night, stayed the night in montreal, we went for dinner and then we travelled together to new brunswick,got back this morning, she is still there returning sunday, and its her birthday tomorrow and i am kinda sad that i was not there for her special day, but here is hoping she has the best day ever with lots more to come and may all the love and happiness in the world be showered upon her, i know sounds cliche but its true,,
She is an amazingly thoughtful person,she gave me a book on the art of writing and i never expected it,,,,goes to show that beneath those pretty eyes and the beautiful smile lies a beautiful heart,
I miss her,,,, and cannot wait to see her again :-)
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