Apr 8, 2012

Spring....

Means its almost time for summer again, how time flies, it was just like it was summer yesterday! 2011 was a good summer for me, i got 1 major project completed, had fun travelling and spending time with friends! made a very good friend only to lose her ( that was more a fall thing i think,the losing her part), watched some good movies, had some great meals! all in all something i would like to do again this summer and maybe just maybe i will get to do all that and more :-)
Among other news nothing new on the move, boston/toronto, where oh where will i move too! a 1% chance it might be montreal but lets just keep that one at 1%
Also our run of 7 wins on the trot came to an end with a canter at loftus road, but we picked up and galloped and beat city at home today! it was fantastic!
Piers Morgan once said something on the lines of how much he loves being an arsenal fan because of the love,heartbreak, joy that comes with it, its an emotional roller-coaster and i for one feel no different!!

Adios!

Mar 31, 2012

Another month gone....

So march is gone in a few more hours, i am a year older, the only excitement in the birthday month coming in the form of watching the gunners win, it has been a hectic month, spent mostly travelling!
As i write this blog post i am a little depressed i think, don't know why but the "living alone" part maybe finally getting to me, i am tired of one night stands and relationships which fizzle out before they start, and to top it all i went back to the past searching, maybe even hoping that there might still be something left, but as it turns out the past is the past and that is the reality i have to live with....
So many faces have passed through my life, yet none seem to stick, i have a picture maybe an elusive shadowy one, blurred but yet it remains in my mind of who i think might be the one to complete my life.... maybe just maybe it will be a reality someday, there is hope but that is dwindling fast and i am sinking deeper and deeper into the cold heartless quicksand that is life....

Mar 7, 2012

March again....

Time flies does it not? i can still remember it being summer and the sun shining, all the excitement it brought and here we are again, so close to summer again....
March is the month i get a year older, nothing much has changed though, i am still in the same spot i was a year ago, single/alone, looking for someone to share my life with, accomplished quite a bit on the work front but it has been failures on the personal front, but then again i am an eternal optimist and i believe there will be someone special who comes into my life, i always have believed that, i associate every girl who comes in to be the "special one" ( not like jose :-)) but so far special has turned out to be ordinary and i am still looking!
Being alone does get to you at times though, i mean single life has its perks too i guess, you get to "socialize" if i may put it eloquently but i being the die hard romantic, need more, i need to find a spark, just hold hands with someone and have her in my arms as we watch a movie together,,,, you know little things like that, that is what i miss the most..