A Long week....

Draws to an end, life has been hectic as usual which i guess in my case is nothing new as i have become accustomed to the pace that it has been taking of late....
Tomorrow is the big christmas party and although reluctant at first i finally gave in and decided to go, hopefully will be an interesting gala with the usual suspects playing a part in keeping the excitement alive!
Its almost christmas time, i am very nostalgic during this period, i begin to miss people,friends/family alike and i think it is because i have been away so long that the holidays seem like a time to re-connect but for some odd reason i never am able to re-connect which kind of dampens the mood!
I wonder if people miss me, like i miss them, sometimes little things matter so much, the memories of fun times, i wish we could relive the past but alas that seems to be a utopian dream, still remember how much fun we used to have back in school, once the holidays hit,,,, i miss my closest friends, sometimes a lot!
On a more positive and inspirational note we Qualified for the round of 16 and are on a good run, we are playing fulham tomorrow fingers crossed our run continues!

Some People..

Are very strange, i struggle to understand how they behave,react.... sometimes i think it is me, but then i think about it more and i can conclude quite conclusively that it is not me, i try hard to maintain relationships, friendships,acquaintances, sometimes maybe too hard but i cannot help it, i just want to make sure that i have not inadvertently hurt anyone or disappointed anyone and if i have them i am truly sorry, which i what i try to communicate, maybe my skills are not perfect in that regard and i know i should  not feel bad/guilty but i still do,a crazy paradox,,,, i think i should stop any and all contact with such individuals but oh well, i am who i am and they are who they are!
Among other things, things are starting to settle in life and i think i am getting all mushy again, i think it is that time of the year when you reminisce.... :-)

11,11,11

That was the date yesterday, i just realised that,,,, not that it matters, it was just a usual run of the mill type day for me, but for the superstitious folk out there i am sure it meant something!
Nothing much going on thesedays other than work, i will be glad when the system freeze comes into effect in decemeber and a lot of things go away from my plate. I had written in my last post that i might not be going to the christmas party, but that has changed and i am going, was being hounded by a bunch of people and so i caved in, should be good i guess....
The international break is on and so no games this weekend which sucks! i say do away with international football :-)
Also the trip to london is on which i am looking forward too! and a trip in december to montreal(was decided last night) and one to Brazil(more details on this coming up shortly :-)), so i think it is going to be a hectic and hopefully enjoyable 6 months coming up!