The need to write....

I felt the need to write again, i know i neglect the blog, but it comes handy when i do feel the urge to scribble.I sometimes wonder what life has become and how different it could have been, i look around myself and i see people i know, friends and family and they have their own families, they are settled in life and i guess in a way leading a normal life. Which leads me to question myself, why am i not one of them? why have i always shied away from leading a life which meant having a family, having kids etc. ? instead here i am, alone, sometimes the loneliness gets to me and today i guess is one of those days....

But would i ever be comfortable in a life like that, that is the question i ask myself, over and over again and the answer is a resounding NO, my genetic makeup seems to be different, i like my independence, i like to be free, i hate being tied down, its just not me, maybe just maybe i can find a companion in life who thinks the way i do, who enjoys the same things i do and loves her independence just as i do mine, so far the search has been unsuccessful but i can always hope....

I feel disgusted these days, because of the world we live in, there is so much violence, poverty, hunger and death all around us, why is it that we as humans cannot learn to co-exist with each other, why do we want more, enough is never enough, there is always a hunger for more, the rich get richer, the poor get poorer, the religious zealots use religion as a weapon, there is no place for spirituality anymore, everything seems to be fake, no one cares about the starving hungry child and if we do care its because our religion says so or maybe we think we have done something good, we feel the satisfaction, there are very few selfless people left in this world....

I propose a society free of money, religion, poverty, where there is plenty for all to eat, where disputes are settled by diplomacy and talk, instead of killing and death. The rule of the jungle does not apply anymore, i know its just a Utopian dream but maybe just maybe we will have such a world one day, devoid of hate, where everyone loves the other and we all co-exist in peace....


Anyway i think i have written enough, maybe will post again soon, it did feel good to write a few lines!

Good Bye 2014

So it is the last day of 2014 and i get the urge to write something, how apt! There i wrote something,see you in 2015! wait i'll write something more, maybe about my year, not that anybody cares anyway, no one reads this blog and hence it has become a diary of sorts!

So my year was ok i think, nothing too exciting happened, on the relationship front i have had absolutely no luck, i think maybe 75% of the fault is mine though in that aspect, i have stopped trying, its like i don't care anymore, but its on days like these that i feel the need for someone more than ever!, to top it off all my ex's well almost all, lets say 70% had babies this year or found out that they were pregnant, again i am happy for them, but you know a little sad as well, i wanted all that i guess, to be with someone and have a family.... i guess i am just not destined for that!!!!

Lets see what else? hmmm , i missed my close friend's wedding which was a big deal i think, have to make it up to him somehow, i was in an accident just last week, luckily came out ok, had bronchitis, damn this is all bad or depressing news, i cannot think of anything positive that happened this year, well my sister moved to ohio, i guess that was a positive thing, she is closer now!!

Anyway lets hope 2015 brings some joy, and i hope the same for everyone else as well, adios and see you next year, enjoy the song!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1D5PtyrewSs

Whatsapp!

Over the years technology has become a necessity rather than a luxury, mobile phones, computers etc. which as recently as 20 years ago were deemed a fancies of the privileged are now common place and dirt cheap.

Of course with phones these-days which are tagged as 'smart' come applications which are also smart, one such being WHATSAPP!, being valued at 19 billion dollars, can you imagine someone wrote an app which made communication easier and its worth an insane amount of money now, i guess 19 billion is in essence a payment for the idea not the app, a cross platform communication device.

Anyway my blog post is not about how over-valued i think whatsapp is or how companies are making acquisitions for ridiculous amounts of money when people die of starvation each day, that is for another place, another time. Rather i want to talk about Sacred Heart High School Class of 93, a whatsapp group which i was added to recently.

Sacred Heart High School Class of 93 was my graduating class, and the idea for the group stemmed from a facebook picture which was posted. An enterprising friend decided to create a group, a whatsapp! group, now that the group has been created, its sole mission is to find every member of that graduating class, no matter where in the world they are, its funny but there is a sense of unity, a sort of oneness within the group, i should know, i am silent member, i rarely chat but i do follow every conversation that takes place and it makes me smile, its good to reminisce, those were after all the good old days!

I wish i could write more, maybe paint a picture or even a caricature of the people in the group,every shade of colour imaginable would fill that picture for that was the class of 93, maybe i will write more, maybe sometime soon!!

Here is to you friends, all of you will always have a special place in my heart!!

Adios for now!! till next time!!