Feb 19, 2013

Arsenal + Arsene Wenger

So i had a miserable weekend in terms of Arsenal that is, otherwise it was quite pleasant actually and my misery was compounded today, so on the weekend we went crashing out of the cup with a loss to blackburn and today albeit a much stronger Bayern side trashed us 3-1.

I have mentioned previously in posts that when Arsenal lose and i don't care to whom i have a miserable day, i am angry, i am frustrated and i feel like i am never going to watch football again, but come game time i am desperate to see them play.I guess most fans passionate about the game and their team are like me, but there comes a time when i have to question myself, why do i even bother watching anymore? its not like we are going to win anything? the satisfaction of finishing above spurs is there every season but it seems unlikely this season,, which brings me to Arsene Wenger.

I have long believed that Arsene has done great things for the club and he still is the right man for the job, but everytime something like this happens  i question myself and my judgement.I read a lot of blogs primarily sports related and from what i can see there are an equal number of people now in both camps, i.e. the For Arsene Camp and the Against Arsene Camp.I still do not know where i Fit in, i was in the For Arsene Camp but now i am on the FENCE.

I do believe however that replacing Arsene is not the solution,as people on blogs like Le-grove may lead you to believe, it may be part of the solution but definitely not the end game, the entire heirarchy should go, i mean Gazidis, Hill-Wood, Kroenke, the lot, easier said than done considering Stan the Man owns close to 70% of the club.NOTHING and i repeat NOTHING will change just by firing arsene, and besides he makes money for the club so the other three are happy with him anyway. Ironic how Arsene always talks about running a club responsibly in financial terms and i agree completely, i would hate for a Sugar Daddy to take over and us become like Chelsea or City but he(Arsene) can take a page from the club that beat us today, Bayern Munich, the club is run like a well oiled machine and i don't mean in footballing terms but i mean as a business and they still attract some of the biggest names in world football something i think Sadly my beloved Arsenal does not anymore.

I am not a writer and i don't have a lot of time so in conclusion, here is what i think,
For Arsene Wenger: Finish in the top 4 secure Champions League Football for next year, then spend and i mean spend a lot in summer, forget about turning in a profit
For the Board and Kroenke: Let Arsene Spend and if he does not MAKE him
For the Fans: Support the team so that we finish in the top 4 and if changes do not happen this summer time for an Arsenal Revolution next year, similar to the Arab Spring, stop following games, buying merchandise,etc., a fan-blackout of sorts, let the club lose money and then maybe we will see some action on the part of the owners and the manager( i sincerely hope it does not come down to this)

Adios for now!

Feb 12, 2013

Crazy stuff??

So a little over 2 weeks(well almost 2 weeks) since i last posted i guess, some crazy stuff has been going on in my life, not like wildly exciting crazy but just nonsensical, that is a word i think :) well i know it is!

Some of the crazy stuff has been good,
Example 1: I am on the subway coming back home, the train stops at yonge and eglinton like it does everyday, but it stops for an extended period of time, i guess the driver might have had to take a leak or something, i am standing lost in thought, suddenly among the loads of people exiting from the other side i see a familiar face, i see ricky and he looks at me and has the same puzzled look!, anyway i have been trying to co-ordinate a day to hang out with ricky and mana ever since i moved here but it had not happened and all of sudden a coincidental meeting at the subway station leads to drinks and dinner at their place!

Example 2: Bad but interesting crazy stuff,
So a couple of weeks ago? i think it was 2 weekends ago i was supposed to babysit/house sit for a friend of mine(the one i spent christmas with, close friend) but it did not happen, i was back from kingston that day so i thought well i better make some other plans and so i did. But when i reached home to my surprise there was no electricity, meaning no heat, no hot water nothing!!!! Apparently the wires had burnt out and the whole house needed to be rewired! and so it was sat,sun and mon without heat, hot water and more importantly internet!!!!!! A couple of friends insisted i spend the weekend with them, but i hate to impose and besides would have meant leaving oreo alone in the cold, so i decided to make it a camping experience, indoor camping! well i survived but boy it was cold and cold showers in cold weather not so good!!!!


Anyway there is more to write but i am getting sleepy and its almost 1, so maybe in the next post!!!

Feb 3, 2013

Superbowl sunday....

That is what it is today and i guess most people are glued to their TV screens! i have my TV on as well, but i have never followed american football so most of it is greek to me:)

Life has been hectic the past few weeks, mainly a lot of work, although i did manage to go out for a couple of movies and a few drinks with a good friend from work, i like hanging out with her, its lottsa fun:) and its good to have someone to talk to about life and all its problems! she gives me advice on love/life etc. her being older and wiser :) and i throw in my two cents whenever she has any issues in her life!Also my bubbly neighbour at work is bubbly as ever and so very cute!

Anyway, its been a while since i wrote anything about the gunners, frankly it has been a disappointing season and even in the january window we did not do much business, got a left back who looks good but i think we needed to add more offense, there is something missing in this team and i cannot put my finger on what it is?
Some may say RVP or Cesc but i say those guys are history, i think we need a player who can carry the others, jack might be that player in 2 years but right now who is that player?

Jan 9, 2013

done....

So i did not respond and i think its over for good now and i am so glad, in fact i am in high spirits, i do not think i have ever blogged about this particular woman, maybe i should? oh well some day when i have some time i guess!

Other than that, i am kind of impressed with myself, i was feeling a little insecure and down but all that changed, someone extremely attractive wants to go on a date? insecurity you go out the window, the solitary date might amount to nothing but it did give me the boost i badly needed :)

Jan 8, 2013

round 1 to me....

So she called and left a message, i chose to ignore it :),,,, although now i feel bad about it!
Should i repsond?

Jan 6, 2013

Second post

Of the new year! i don't know when i will get some time to post again so i thought might as well write another blog post! not that anyone cares or reads my blog but like i have said on numerous occassions this is my diary of sorts:) and i like keeping it.

So my previous post of the day was written when i was frustrated, angry, sad etc. all at the same time, but i am glad i got that out of my system, did not take long :), wow come to think of it, i got out of getting into another messy complicated relationship with someone who i don't think i can ever trust! and i think the feeling is mutual, i dont think she trusts me as well and fair play to her, she has her life, i have mine, hopefully i can press the ignore button on my phone when i get a message, though usually its me who messages, you know how i am, have a few drinks and i get all emotional and shit!

I have always known that she was twisted very twisted in fact, but somehow i was always attracted to her, still sort of am i guess, not that she is the super hot babe that i crave for?? do i really, no i do not:), just an average looking woman , and the last i saw her, she had actually gained a few, a few rolls here and there, not too appealing i must say, but there is something about her.... oh well that is history now and i am glad, but come to think of it, makes me wonder, she was excellent at playing the victim, always has been... i wonder if there is any truth to what she had told me so far, i think there must be? maybe like 35%, 65% being a fabrication of her imagination!

Ok now that i have vented some more, i think its time to hit the sack, get to see my neighbour tomorrow after a few days, should be fun! she is so bubbly and full of life and so very innocent, i usually end up smiling just thinking about it:) a good girl something i cannot say about a lot of other women out there, if you get my drift!

Till next time, adios!

2013....

So happy new year to everyone out there, my new year as usual was busy, with work that is!!
So here i am on a sunday afternoon with emotions running wild, feeling the urge to express myself, as i have written before, writing makes me feel a lot better, its good to write things down get them out of your system!!

So rule number 1, never trust people who you know have a history of not being trustworthy, i don't know myself sometimes, why do i fall for someone who i know is going to end up hurting me? luckily i found out soon enough, what happened in the past should remain in the past, someone people are just not worth the time or the effort, i know there is someone better out there for me and i know that person will fill my life with joy and happiness,

So today i have decided to call it quits on a friendship/relationship with someone i have known for quite sometime, it had never been a concrete relationship of sorts anyway, it was all a guessing game i guess and i guessed wrong i think, as i sit here writing this i feel a tinge inside, something inside me feels hurt, unknowingly i had started to like someone again, how could i make the same mistake over? do i never learn? i need to buck up, pull my socks up and live life, like i said some people are just not worth it....