Faces..

That we see everyday, do they mean something? sometimes i wonder what people are thinking, when they meet you, talk to you, thoughts go through our minds all the time, they are instantaneous, last a few seconds, maybe a minute or two and they disappear!
So what prompted this discussion on faces? well i never gave it much thought until a few days back when i went to the store that i frequent, the girl on cash was positively ready with what i was about to ask her for, a pack of cigarettes and she had a smile on her face as if to say " here you go, you only come here for smokes" , now she did not say that aloud but her facial expression certainly did, and it got me thinking....
Anyway other than that not much going on but work, work and more work, fighting a bout of flu as i write but i think i am starting to feel a little better.... need to pick up on writing again, have not done anything since i wrote those 25 pages!

Its a crazy world....

With crazy people in it, and sometimes i fail to understand how we as people think? act?, but life moves on and so do we.
So been a few days since i posted, but i have been busy, its been hectic and to top it off i found out that i might be moving to Toronto in a few months, its a choice i guess, either i move or i don't , my choice i guess, lets see how that goes, time to make a decision!
Among other things i wrote a few more pages, feels good, writing i mean, i feel liberated as if i am expressing myself without any inhibitions. I am yet to see a clear picture though, writing about experiences does not constitute a story, a story has to be woven and i find that is the hardest part, but slowly i am sure it will take shape, i am no creative genius, in fact far from it but i like to think i can tell a story and if i can make that come out on paper then i think it should all be good!
Back to the crazy people/crazy stories part, i found out something recently about someone who made in my opinion a purely emotional decision and in doing so might have not only hurt someone else but also knowingly/unknowingly hurt themselves as well. We as people struggle to survive, i do not have it better than any of you out there,but some people are happy even emotionally even though monetarily they might be struggling and some people monetarily might be OK but emotionally are nowhere even close to anything that resembles happiness and i for one would give anything to be in the former category! but life moves on and so do we!

2012..

Is here and i thought might as well welcome it with a new post!

New Year's eve was quiet for the most part, ended up at a local club with some friends, had some champagne and celebrated a bit, but nothing too exciting to talk about, a good night out more than anything else.I am slowly getting back into my work routine again and things seem to be piling up again, i think i need a break, its weird how it works, you go on holidays and then come back craving for more holidays!

Also i hope the new year brings good news on the relationship front, i am getting up there in age and need to find some stability and hopefully soon! maybe just maybe there will be some rekindling....

Till next time!